No , yet another painful day.  This time, my from the to the last joint in my finger are swollen and painful to move.  Don’t get me wrong, all my hurt, just others way more painful then the rest.  I am getting and tired of having to wake up like this.  It really sucks not able to move in the morning when you first wake up especially if you have to take a piss.  Standing up and taking a piss hurts my and arms to just stand there and seems like I have to stand there for ever to get done.  I take my meds immediately but they don’t kick in for about an hour after I take them.  So I sit or lay around in until they enter my system.  Once that is complete, I can continue to get ready for work.  I tell you, if it was not for Kim, I’d be dead and that no exaggeration.  Also if it wasn’t for the , I would be totally insane.  Every morning, the same bullshit, some days I just get so fucking pissed… but most of the time I can deal with it except those it just gets to me.  This is .  I’m done venting now.

-Dan