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Sep 2nd
Posted by Daniel Clark in 4 - Painful
I am still here and alive. It’s been awhile since I posted anything. To much bullshit going on but so far now its getting better (knocking on wood). I do believe I have found all the right Doctors (ones who actually care) and not one of them is from Cleveland Clinic!
I am going on my second month with Embrel but I have yet to feel any better. I have to wait at least three months for it to take full affect. I am hoping it works but I would have thought by now that I would be feeling better, not yet though. If it does not work by the third month I don’t know what my Rheumatologist’s next plan of attack will be?
Tags: 4 - Painful, Aching, AS/RA Report, Boring, cleveland clinic, Doctors, Embrel, My Mood, Not Rated, Pain Rating, Personal Blog, rheumatologist, Useless RamblingsWorst
Jun 16th
Posted by Daniel Clark in 9 - Unbareable Painfull
Today (this morning) was with out a doubt the worst pain to date. I give it a 9 out of 10 on the pain scale. My ankles are the worst, then my hands. My knuckles are actually swelling up and causing my hands to look like I finally have rheumatoid arthritis. I wanted to cry like a bitch it hurt so bad. I went and had more blood work done and that was a pain (literally) having to walk through the hospital. I can’t imagine what it would be like with out my pain medicines. Right now, the pain meds knocked my pain down from a 9 to a 7. That does not seem like much but I am VERY great-full for even that minor bit of relief (since I know what the full affect of this disease feels like minus any pain meds)!

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Today
Jun 15th
Posted by Daniel Clark in 8 - Painful
My pain rating today is about an 8 out of 10 (10 being the worst). After pain meds kick in (about an hour or two after taking them) I am at about a 5 which is tolerable / manageable. My hands are the worst today followed by my lower back left hip and my knee’s & ankles. Swelling in my hands prevent me from even putting my own socks on today. Using my cane heavily today. Nothing else to report except the pain hurts…

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Sleepy
Jun 11th
Posted by Daniel Clark in 3 - Painful
I am very sleepy today. Probably because I did not get to bed until around 1 or 2 AM in the morning. It is Stress Free Friday! As I mentioned in a previous post (SOMETIMES…) this is what you have to say. It’s almost 5PM. Waiting for quitting time. I think I am going to have some German Bombs this weekend. Ya, that’s it, gonna get drunk.

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Rusty Dog Clark
May 28th
Posted by Daniel Clark in Drepressed
Sleep in peace my best friend.

Rusty Dog Clark 1992 - May 26, 2010
Coffee
May 19th
Posted by Daniel Clark in General
I am on my fourth cup of Star Bucks coffee today and I still can’t wake up… –Daniel
Tags: General, Not Rated, Personal Blog, star bucks coffee, Useless Ramblings

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