I missed work today. I woke up and could not move my legs and or my elbows. AS/RA had set in over night due to a few reasons I believe. I quit taking prednisone over the weekend due to high blood pressure and high/low blood sugars. Also, the the weather kicked in too. It started snowing and got very cold. Not sure which was more at fault but either way it hurts like hell and disables a lot of the shit that I can do. I am so sick of feeling like this that it pisses me off. Nothing I can do about it. I am sleeping a lot more for some reason too. Probably the reason why I can not sleep right not at almost 2AM.

-Ruger

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Now I have missed 3 days of work due to this sickness. My son now is very sick. We are hitting the docs office today to see if there anything that we can do to get better faster. This cough I have feels like I am coughing up a lung or two. This thing has hit me so hard that I am now going to stop smoking for good this time. I will set my quit date sometime next week depending on when I can get certain meds to help me. I think we have some type of FLU since both of us have nausea and can’t breath when we start coughing. I was running a fever for two days. I got the strong feeling that my co-workers did not want me at work yesterday due to I might get them sick (can’t blame them either) as I would not wish this feeling or sickness on my worst enemy (well, maybe my worst enemy).  Last night was really bad as I could not sleep and or breath due to coughing up my lungs.  I personally and honestly would rather be at work and be fine then feel like this.  This blows.

-Ruger

I can not remember the last time I felt this bad. Aching like the flu on top of arthritis with a fever really wreaks. Can’t breath. Coughing makes my lungs burn like their on fire. I got something I don’t know what it is. It feels like the flu minus the blowing chunks part. I missed two days of work so hopefully I have peaked with this shit and it is on its way out.

-Ruger

Well, today after dropping off my son at school I loose all brakes in my car. Bad leak in the brake line. On top of that, someone bought our electric stove which I had to help pull out of the basement. In doing so, I sprained my back and my right arm is throbbing un-fucking controllably. That and I have no idea how the fuck I am getting to work in the morning… I guess I am venting here since I can’t get any sleep because of the pain and that I am pissed off because of it.  I am seriously thinking about hitting some more OxyContin but if I do, I’l be in a comma in the morning and I won’t get anything done at all.  All the meds I have to take make me fucking insane…

-Ruger